Tuesday, March 10, 2015


A Pillar
This not only supports whatever lay on top of it
He or she who may lean on it, will never fall
Eternities may pass and you can always count on it
Arbitrary as it may be, this steady and solid thing remains
Regardless of emotional wishes, it never has only one job

True Love

Wednesday, February 5, 2014

February 5 2013. One Year.

I cried,
I wailed,
I made mistakes. 
I was so weak, 
I broke. 
I am becoming stronger,
I am making amends,
My wailing is no longer silent. 
My crying is no longer quiet, 
I am learning. 

Tuesday, January 21, 2014

Being a Teenager

Teens, YOLO, just do it
Three phrases; one bond
They share a common misunderstanding
Meaning what?
Meaning exactly that,
Teens – only refers to numbers between ages
YOLO – seems to mean do it because you can
Just do it- meaning not to care about the process in which you decide what you do
They are opposites, yet also synonyms
As ‘teens’ we are often told
“these are the best years of our lives”
And “we should live a little”
So in following the advice of those older then us
We should not care about small things, but what is small?
Beyond the letters of this message lay the most interesting question
Are these people saying that we should just live ‘YOLO’
Should we only care about doing things, because we can?
I am often told “enjoy being young”
What does that mean?

I cannot keep living in a mixed up society

Sunday, September 15, 2013


I was strong
Stronger then I had ever been
I had forgotten about it, I had learned. 
Or so I thought. 
But when it happened again
My wall broke and punched me where it hurt
I couldn't resist
I am sorry,
I thought I was better, but I guess I'm not 

Friday, May 24, 2013

Look at the LIGHTS

Great for some
Great for me
I am a person, I deserve what is best for me.
That is what is best 
Than I have no excuse!
I am able to adjust to new things well,
So stop worrying
What else
Nothing. Nothing thought of.
See you can't think of anything,
So why not choose what is best
Stop. Think. 
Just because you are comfortable,
Doesn't mean best

Sunday, April 21, 2013

Spilling My Everything

You make me want to be a better person
It’s like you are telling me that I am great the way I am,
But I WANT to impress you and be better
The crazy part is; you haven’t said a word
That look in your eyes tells me so much, more than just emotion
Eye conversations between us, is our communication from afar
But then when we part I feel different. Not a good different.
It’s as if what happened, didn’t. And what I felt, I didn’t.
And that person I so badly wanted to be, vanished.
Everything. Disappeared.
I still think about you, but nothing attached
My thoughts of you are mostly my worries of teenage actions, being only teenage actions
The future has plans for me, and I hope to see you.

Sunday, March 31, 2013

Without Wants

You make me feel safe, without a net
You make me feel comfortable, without a pillow
You make me feel beautiful, without words
You make me feel loved, without the love
You make me feel wanted, without the pressure
When you speak, your words mean hundreds of things
When you laugh, your laugh means that I can cause you happiness
When you looked me in the eyes, I knew that I did something right.